We are going to have a house full of BOYS! Oh my goodness, Heavenly Father surely has a great sense of humor. I would love to have a girl someday, but I am going to have to wait a little longer. People have asked me how I feel about having another boy and honestly I am excited. I was so nervous and anxious for the ultrasound I was just dying to know. When I found out it was a boy, I admit I was a little dissapointed, but I know God has greater things for me than what I want. I feel like Heavenly Father needs good men in the world and if He trusts me with raising a few of them I am up for the challenge. We make pretty cute boys too! I feel like moms of all boys (not that I am done having kids) are a special kind of woman. They give up on sharing girly things and delve into a world of trucks, wrestling, dirt and play fighting. If we don't end up having a girl we made ourselves, I would surely consider adopting one. Not that I am a totally amazing person, but I feel like I have a lot to offer a girl (or boy for that matter). I would love to help make my daughter's prom dress or hold her hand during labor. For now I look forward to holding this new baby boy and loving him so much that he never doubts it. If I am going to have three boys, having them together is great so they can be close in age and be good buds. Someday I imagine myself surrounded by my tall handsome men and look forward to seeing what amazing men they will be.
From our ultrasound, the baby looked amazing, 9 days ahead in size for his gestational age. All his parts are there and in good shape. The size of baby gets me a little nervous and just because he is ahead in size doesn't mean he will come early, just means he will be a big baby. Dash measured big also, but he didn't come early, just came big! Maybe a different story this time, who knows. Anyway, we are still working on a name, loving his baby kicks and just so excited for him to join us!
